Back to work...

It has been a great, yet short three months. I go back to work on Tuesday (tomorrow). It will be great to be exclusively around adults again, but torturous at the same time to be away from my little guy. On Monday I did a breaking in half day of day care for Jacob (actually Mommy needed the breaking in). One of our good friends has their 3 year old daughter there, so I knew he was in good hands, but I still cried. One of the moms waited for me outside to offer me some words of encouragement about how she has had two kids go there and she couldn't ask for a better place. So I wouldn't just sit in the car from 7:30 until 11, Derek and I went to Hot Bagels and then I went and got my hair cut and a manicure. When I went to pick him up he was sleeping and happy as could be. The selfish part of me wanted him to miss me dearly, but alas he didn't. But when he saw me he did break out a smile that made my heart melt. The only bad thing is that he didn't take his whole bottle, but he has yet to master that skill regularly. He likes the boob much more :) Hopefully the rest of the week he fares better on the bottle as he will be getting 3 a day there. Otherwise he will be attached to me from the second we get home until the second he goes to bed! I spent the rest of the day just taking him in. Memorizing his little face, watching him sleep, cuddling him to the point of smothering and getting in some great play time...UGHHHHHHHHHHH THIS SUCKS!